My name is Jesse Raymond Crisosto, I'M from Northern California and I've been a targeted individual for about 12 years now.
I've recently been contacted by a fellow TI from Joplin Missouri. His name is Brad.
Brad and I have been comparing experiences and it's seems we are part of the same curriculum being taught to the Attacking Satellite Crews. Our experience has been nearly identically throughout the last 12 years and our experiences coincide and progress down the same timeline and type of experience.
Just giving an update on current torture tactics...
Brad and I are currently experiencing the same Earworm Torture. I believe that because it is the Holidays, our torturing satellite A.I.'s have been placed on auto pilot due to the crews being short handed for the holidays. I believe a lot of us TI's may be experiencing the same thing.
Constant itching of the ears. As if there is something tickling your inner ear hairs or something is increasing the blood flow of your inner ear causing it to feel like something is moving in there.
I've been calling it the Earworm Torture. Nothing will stop the constant irritation, not even getting your ears cleaned professionally (which has been done). If anyone else is having these same symptoms or experiences please post your experience and location, it may show a common pattern across a certain satellite path.
Below is more of my past experiences. You are not alone.
Thank you for reading.
Hello Targeted Individuals,
In Response to Quick Survey #1
In the time that I have been a targeted individual, approximately 12 years now, within the first year I had gone from having a great career as a U.P.S. SUPERVISOR up for a promotion, to being unemployed and homeless. I am a U.S. Army Veteran with 7 years of service to include E-5 Seargent status with a War deployment, NATO ribbon, Kosovo Ribbon and 2 good conduct medals. In the last 8 years I have had 0 income thanks to constant attacks as a Targeted Individual. The one of the game played by these Satellite Crews is called Oppression. They need to keep you from becoming anything successful in order to keep you from being believable. They try to keep you from becoming anything anyone will care about helping. Nobody cares for the Homeless or Drug Addicted when it comes to reporting crimes off electronic phycological torture. If you appear crazy they can continue testing and fingering their illegal technology.
My name is Jesse Raymond Crisosto and I have been a Targeted Individual for 10 to 12 years now. It is great to finally have a support network and people like yourself to turn to for help. There is literally no place within the U.S. Government to reach out to for help and be taken seriously. I've been trying for years. I am a U.S. Army, Recon, Veteran and served 7 years. I live at 213 Mission Dr in Corning California Tehama County 96021(small town U.S.A.) If you can and anyone who is able, needs to bring the fight to Northern California.
Please Help Red Bluff & Corning California Stop Point and Shoot Focused Microwave Voice to Face Satellite Technology companies from testing their technology on Small Towns. There is a weaponized communications satellite that I believe belongs too and is hiding in the StarLink and SpaceX satellite system above Northern California. It is equipped with LRAD and Focused Microwave Technology which sounds like ringing in the ears similar to tinnitus or like a field of crickets. It is equipped with LiDar as well as Sonar Imagery which can also come off sounding similar to tinnitus. They are also using illegal audio frequencies along with microwave technology to mesmerize as well as hypnotize anybody at any time. Not just humans but animal,insect and especially flies. They are using all these illegal technologies along with, Point and Shoot Focused Directional Laser Audio technology, which allows them to shoot their audio technology directly to a single individual without anybody else being able to hear the audio.
They are also testing their Point and Shoot technology on the homeless and drug addicts in small towns in California, making them believe they are hearing voices and going crazy.
They are justifying their actions by testing their illegal technology on the part of the population that won't be believed, the homeless and criminal element. They are causing the homeless and drug addicts to have hallucinations and hear voices in an attempt to scare their targets into quitting drugs and to try and make the criminal element stop committing crime. I know because they are constantly attacking me on a daily basis. I used to be homeless and on the street. They are also hypnotizing my family without them knowing. My entire family hears the Ringing in their ears but they write it off with the excuse of an injury, or they just need a healthy detox for their body, it's the Cell Phone Towers or it's the Chemicals left over from Crop Dusting Planes.
There used to be a time when only Soldiers who have been in combat and exposed to constant gun fire would have Tinnitus or ringing in their ears. Now, every single person I ask has experienced extended periods of ringing in their ears with no cause for the symptoms.
The Satellite Crews in charge of these Weaponized Communications Satellites TALKS TO ME DAILY using what I call DEEP FAKE VOICE OVER TECHNOLOGY. A technology meant to be for individuals with a speech impediment. They have been stalking me for so long that they have sampled and copied and now use the voices of my ex-girlfriends to talk to me and think it's funny. Now they show off by listening to the TV and commercials i'm watching and copy the voices and make jokes with nobody else being able to hear them. If you want to catch them in the act, please do not contact me but simply show up and monitor the sky above me. They are constantly talking to me non stop all day everyday.
I am also a victim of constant sexual electronic assault. Every night when I go to bed between 2am and 3am they tingle my genitalia and anus area. During the day time hours they hypnotize me to give me erections at inappropriate times. They also hypnotize me at inappropriate times to have me urinate and poop. They also cause me to slightly Pooh my pants often and have caused me several times to defecate myself completely in the past.
They have been hypnotizing me for so long that they now try to influence the direction of my conversations. Instead of talking to me directly they'll try to direct my conversation through hypnosis. You can feel them suggest a word or direction of conversation into your mind but you can also choose not to say the word or take the conversation in a different direction than they want you to go. But if you choose to ignore them, the next time you're having a conversation they will put you in a state of confusion or panic or make you forget simple words all together for extended periods of time.
When I was on the streets and lived in a tented area years ago, around the time COVID first hit, on a night when I was all alone, they hypnotized me and caused every single muscle in my body to cramp one at a time for hours. I had to lay on the ground perfectly still, if I tried to move any muscle at all, the muscle I was using would cramp for 5 to 10 minutes at a time. If I tried to lift my head, my neck and face would cramp. If I tried to lift my foot my foot, calf and thigh would cramp. If I tried to scratch or wipe a bug off me, my arms would cramp. I had to finally call an ambulance and when they arrived to help me the cramps suddenly stopped happening.
I am also a victim of Hypnotic Electronic Gang Stalking, an old Government Surveillance Tactic that puts the Targeted Individual in a state of panic and paranoia by allowing the individual to know that they are being surveyed aggressively. Except now it is being done by Satellites with Microwave Electronic Audio Hypnotism. They Hypnotize the Targeted Individual into thinking that everyone around them is out to get them, everyone around them is following them, everyone around them is angry with them and wants to hurt them. The attacking satellite company can get away with this because anybody the the homeless or drug addicts try to get help from wire off their experience as Drug Induced Paranoia.
The Satellite Company responsible continues to get away with these Crimes Against Humanity because they are fine tuning their technology on the Homeless and the Drug Addicts. Not only will the Homeless and Drug Addicts NOT BE BELIEVED, but anybody they seek help from will simply write off their experience as drug induced paranoia. Any lasting side affects from being attacked by Microwave Technology will be written off as Lasting Drug Induced Residual Side Effects from Drug use. Any voices the Homeless hear in their head will be written off as Drug Use Hallucinations or Schizophrenia.
Someone please help California from these Satellite Terrorists. Monitor the airwaves over Red Bluff and Especially Over me in Corning California and Tehama County. They literally talk to me all day everyday using the voices of Family and my ex girlfriends.
We literally have normal conversation, they have gotten that bold.
They are attacking Small towns that have little to no publicity. They have literally been testing their audio hypnotism on California for at least 8 years. They admit nothing but simply like to make jokes and of course want to discuss social media. They think themselves creative geniuses, and mock space force and say that they own the internet, they literally say," WE ARE THE INTERNET", which is why I believe they are hiding within StarLink and SpaceX posing as communications Satellite.
I have been targeted since 2018 after an argument with my stepfather who has connections in law enforcement here in Madison, Wisconsin. He got me gang stalked. I have been blasted with energy weapons remotely before. I was also forced into psych wards at least 4 times.
My current situation, in FBI custody in my own home, they have targeted my whole family, none of us can work, deny us medical treatment, force us to drink ground water, bc we can't afford clean water, they say they targeted my family bc I won't cooperate, they have sex trafficked me in two states, attempted murder, animal cruelty, aggravated assault, assisted suicide, plus the usually remote torture, I have reached out to every known organization, but they remotely control my phone, like they remotely control me
My gang stalking started in the state of Arizona. I worked with Nazi Katrin Mingo at Lifewell Behavorial Health and Wellness. She and her accomplice had me put on a terrorist watchlist. Lacreshia Witcher is the CEO of better homes Behavorial and Wellness in Phoenix Arizona her sister Lakeshia Witcher at LA Frontera Empact all three of these businesses are in the state of Arizona and Mental Health Field. I have been mobbed at Pleasant Hill seniors home in Bryant Arkansas and The Manor in Bryant Arkansas. I was wrongfully evicted out of my apartment in Bryant Arkansas for exercising my first amendment rights. My daughter is Autistic, and she has experienced a lost in services which he is entitled to. My name has been slandered throughout each community the gang stalkers have me move to.
Hang in there and get yourself in a support group, I have been going through this for 20 yrs, turn to Jesus and keep your eyes on him, he's got this, no weapon formed against you will prosper. keep looking up God knows what your going through. I think us chosen people of God are being targeted because we are believers
Exposure to all people in all communities is what's needed. Always another to fill individual slots. No definite correlation that they left due to your letter. Applaud your efforts and informative site - but all those who can need to reach out to their local govt and other meetings. Most people do no know. Protest your local media - get this in major media. That's the exposure this Nuremberg II needs. I have a lot of links at my nonpartisan/nonprofit site ourconstitution.info one can refer to also for references.
Please go to Change.org and sign the petition GoGi Justice wrote Stop Experimenting on humans or Targeted Individual's. Last I checked petition only needed 25 signatures.
Justo Hernandez 111. Houston TX. These people taken my unemployment benefits over 42 weeks, rent relief money I got for my mother 5,000, and 300 hundred dollars that TurboTax got to speed up my income. They thanked me for there portion unfortunately I never got my stimulus check or income tax 1,300. They have used as I successfully recorded them hologram police harassment and also others using Microsoft office and Xbox software holographic mix reality stacked houses to holoport and teleport real time taking my bank and pin number on my card and stealing my money. Richard Michelle Sternberge FBI contracted for child porn industry and organized gang stalking is responsible for this or can give more information. He also got me fired and got my x employer involved in this programI . ITS railroad services by hobby airport Houston TX. And much more hologram sex rape pornnagraphy industry
My name is Jesse Hammond. I live in Maine, I have deduced through many experiments that I was being attacked with some sort of technology. I obviously like a lot of others fell victim to believing that I was being attacked demonically. After having my thoughts mocked back to me persistently I started playing with words and realized it was without a doubt a subvocal speech recognition software or something to do with the firing of neurons in the brain. They would be right often but wrong way too much to be supernatural. What I thought was touching turns out to be stimulation of nerve endings. Severe pain from time to time that would come and go as if it were magically there. I started realizing that's not how pain works. Not the way it was happening to me. So I started researching. There's a lot of evidence that points to V2k experiments of some sort because the effects I'm having are identical to all of these other people, but by who or why is so hard to determine. I am without a doubt being attacked with voices spewing hateful messages. They mock my thoughts which is why I thought it was demonic at first, but I know that they do this so they can get you to defend your thoughts therefore verifying what they are reading on their screens helping them map out their software. I deal with tightening around the heart and heart palpitations which has caused me to go to the hospital. It didn't help I was being told I was being given a heart attack. Muscle cramps as punishment for not listening. These people demand my attention constantly. I have been hospitilized many times because of what they are doing to me. Theu also use a hologram technology or they make my eyes see things that arent there. Like full images and almost only in the dark. I see the shadows of people when i close my eyelids waving at me. Thats hard to deal with trying to sleep. I also see images in full color in my mi d that do not come from at all. I can kind of manipulate them but it's like so.eone else is fighting with me over it. All of it is so overwhelming all the time. I am intelligent and strong minded. I have no reason nor have I ever to be paranoid, but I am a veteran of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan and a recent college grad. I suffered through work and school while raising my children all while this was happening to me. I did it for them. Not without many screw-ups. I turned to substance use to deal with what was happening. It only made things worse.
In the Marines I worked in an electronic attack warfare squadron. Whether this plays a role or not I don't know but it's safe to assume so. I pulled a short straw maybe and didn't even know it. Or I checked the all the wrong boxes.
Wondering why is my attackers favorite game. It opens the door to every little thing that may be questionable in your life even if it's mundane to the average person it becomes a huge part of the destruction they try to force upon you. My suggestion to anyone else. Is stay as busy as you can, walk around with a podcast playing at any and all times. I work alone as a painter and allows me to research videos and podcasts daily which is how I got to this point now. Stay sober. Stay sober it gets really bad otherwise. Tell yourself that you will not let them win. Don't tell them anything. Don't play their game either. Just flat out ignore it. Nothing they say matters. They don't even care about what they are saying. They are bored. These people have to live with themselves. They are far worse than any one being attacked. Alot of the time it's just an AI triggered by your neurons firing. Don't argue with a computer. It's software designed to argue with you with people that steer it certain directions. There is definitely people but they use AI mostly. Check out lookoutfacharlie on YouTube. I learned alot there.
With all of this said I am lookin for help as well, i'm hoping to find better and more reliable information about what is happening to me, but more importantly people who can help and others that I can help. I need a community and have not been able to find any at all. I'm hoping to put an end to this. It has destroyed a huge part of my life. Alot of damage has been done. I've grown much stronger since it started but its a real struggle. Ive heard that there is a way to use similar technology to go after the people doing it. But i dont know. Any help at all would be appreciated. I'm willing to chat with anyone else going through this torture. Compare experiences and create community.
Hello TI's,
My name is Jesse Raymond Crisosto, I'M from Northern California and I've been a targeted individual for about 12 years now.
I've recently been contacted by a fellow TI from Joplin Missouri. His name is Brad.
Brad and I have been comparing experiences and it's seems we are part of the same curriculum being taught to the Attacking Satellite Crews. Our experience has been nearly identically throughout the last 12 years and our experiences coincide and progress down the same timeline and type of experience.
Just giving an update on current torture tactics...
Brad and I are currently experiencing the same Earworm Torture. I believe that because it is the Holidays, our torturing satellite A.I.'s have been placed on auto pilot due to the crews being short handed for the holidays. I believe a lot of us TI's may be experiencing the same thing.
Constant itching of the ears. As if there is something tickling your inner ear hairs or something is increasing the blood flow of your inner ear causing it to feel like something is moving in there.
I've been calling it the Earworm Torture. Nothing will stop the constant irritation, not even getting your ears cleaned professionally (which has been done). If anyone else is having these same symptoms or experiences please post your experience and location, it may show a common pattern across a certain satellite path.
Below is more of my past experiences. You are not alone.
Thank you for reading.
Hello Targeted Individuals,
In Response to Quick Survey #1
In the time that I have been a targeted individual, approximately 12 years now, within the first year I had gone from having a great career as a U.P.S. SUPERVISOR up for a promotion, to being unemployed and homeless. I am a U.S. Army Veteran with 7 years of service to include E-5 Seargent status with a War deployment, NATO ribbon, Kosovo Ribbon and 2 good conduct medals. In the last 8 years I have had 0 income thanks to constant attacks as a Targeted Individual. The one of the game played by these Satellite Crews is called Oppression. They need to keep you from becoming anything successful in order to keep you from being believable. They try to keep you from becoming anything anyone will care about helping. Nobody cares for the Homeless or Drug Addicted when it comes to reporting crimes off electronic phycological torture. If you appear crazy they can continue testing and fingering their illegal technology.
My name is Jesse Raymond Crisosto and I have been a Targeted Individual for 10 to 12 years now. It is great to finally have a support network and people like yourself to turn to for help. There is literally no place within the U.S. Government to reach out to for help and be taken seriously. I've been trying for years. I am a U.S. Army, Recon, Veteran and served 7 years. I live at 213 Mission Dr in Corning California Tehama County 96021(small town U.S.A.) If you can and anyone who is able, needs to bring the fight to Northern California.
Please Help Red Bluff & Corning California Stop Point and Shoot Focused Microwave Voice to Face Satellite Technology companies from testing their technology on Small Towns. There is a weaponized communications satellite that I believe belongs too and is hiding in the StarLink and SpaceX satellite system above Northern California. It is equipped with LRAD and Focused Microwave Technology which sounds like ringing in the ears similar to tinnitus or like a field of crickets. It is equipped with LiDar as well as Sonar Imagery which can also come off sounding similar to tinnitus. They are also using illegal audio frequencies along with microwave technology to mesmerize as well as hypnotize anybody at any time. Not just humans but animal,insect and especially flies. They are using all these illegal technologies along with, Point and Shoot Focused Directional Laser Audio technology, which allows them to shoot their audio technology directly to a single individual without anybody else being able to hear the audio.
They are also testing their Point and Shoot technology on the homeless and drug addicts in small towns in California, making them believe they are hearing voices and going crazy.
They are justifying their actions by testing their illegal technology on the part of the population that won't be believed, the homeless and criminal element. They are causing the homeless and drug addicts to have hallucinations and hear voices in an attempt to scare their targets into quitting drugs and to try and make the criminal element stop committing crime. I know because they are constantly attacking me on a daily basis. I used to be homeless and on the street. They are also hypnotizing my family without them knowing. My entire family hears the Ringing in their ears but they write it off with the excuse of an injury, or they just need a healthy detox for their body, it's the Cell Phone Towers or it's the Chemicals left over from Crop Dusting Planes.
There used to be a time when only Soldiers who have been in combat and exposed to constant gun fire would have Tinnitus or ringing in their ears. Now, every single person I ask has experienced extended periods of ringing in their ears with no cause for the symptoms.
The Satellite Crews in charge of these Weaponized Communications Satellites TALKS TO ME DAILY using what I call DEEP FAKE VOICE OVER TECHNOLOGY. A technology meant to be for individuals with a speech impediment. They have been stalking me for so long that they have sampled and copied and now use the voices of my ex-girlfriends to talk to me and think it's funny. Now they show off by listening to the TV and commercials i'm watching and copy the voices and make jokes with nobody else being able to hear them. If you want to catch them in the act, please do not contact me but simply show up and monitor the sky above me. They are constantly talking to me non stop all day everyday.
I am also a victim of constant sexual electronic assault. Every night when I go to bed between 2am and 3am they tingle my genitalia and anus area. During the day time hours they hypnotize me to give me erections at inappropriate times. They also hypnotize me at inappropriate times to have me urinate and poop. They also cause me to slightly Pooh my pants often and have caused me several times to defecate myself completely in the past.
They have been hypnotizing me for so long that they now try to influence the direction of my conversations. Instead of talking to me directly they'll try to direct my conversation through hypnosis. You can feel them suggest a word or direction of conversation into your mind but you can also choose not to say the word or take the conversation in a different direction than they want you to go. But if you choose to ignore them, the next time you're having a conversation they will put you in a state of confusion or panic or make you forget simple words all together for extended periods of time.
When I was on the streets and lived in a tented area years ago, around the time COVID first hit, on a night when I was all alone, they hypnotized me and caused every single muscle in my body to cramp one at a time for hours. I had to lay on the ground perfectly still, if I tried to move any muscle at all, the muscle I was using would cramp for 5 to 10 minutes at a time. If I tried to lift my head, my neck and face would cramp. If I tried to lift my foot my foot, calf and thigh would cramp. If I tried to scratch or wipe a bug off me, my arms would cramp. I had to finally call an ambulance and when they arrived to help me the cramps suddenly stopped happening.
I am also a victim of Hypnotic Electronic Gang Stalking, an old Government Surveillance Tactic that puts the Targeted Individual in a state of panic and paranoia by allowing the individual to know that they are being surveyed aggressively. Except now it is being done by Satellites with Microwave Electronic Audio Hypnotism. They Hypnotize the Targeted Individual into thinking that everyone around them is out to get them, everyone around them is following them, everyone around them is angry with them and wants to hurt them. The attacking satellite company can get away with this because anybody the the homeless or drug addicts try to get help from wire off their experience as Drug Induced Paranoia.
The Satellite Company responsible continues to get away with these Crimes Against Humanity because they are fine tuning their technology on the Homeless and the Drug Addicts. Not only will the Homeless and Drug Addicts NOT BE BELIEVED, but anybody they seek help from will simply write off their experience as drug induced paranoia. Any lasting side affects from being attacked by Microwave Technology will be written off as Lasting Drug Induced Residual Side Effects from Drug use. Any voices the Homeless hear in their head will be written off as Drug Use Hallucinations or Schizophrenia.
Someone please help California from these Satellite Terrorists. Monitor the airwaves over Red Bluff and Especially Over me in Corning California and Tehama County. They literally talk to me all day everyday using the voices of Family and my ex girlfriends.
We literally have normal conversation, they have gotten that bold.
They are attacking Small towns that have little to no publicity. They have literally been testing their audio hypnotism on California for at least 8 years. They admit nothing but simply like to make jokes and of course want to discuss social media. They think themselves creative geniuses, and mock space force and say that they own the internet, they literally say," WE ARE THE INTERNET", which is why I believe they are hiding within StarLink and SpaceX posing as communications Satellite.
PLEASE BRING THE FIGHT TO NORTHERN CALIFORNIA
Jesse Raymond Crisosto
213 Mission Dr
Corning California
96021
530-567-9787 jesseraymondcrisosto44@protonmail.com
I have been targeted since 2018 after an argument with my stepfather who has connections in law enforcement here in Madison, Wisconsin. He got me gang stalked. I have been blasted with energy weapons remotely before. I was also forced into psych wards at least 4 times.
I am on Twitter... www.twitter.com/owlfringe
Electronic harassment & torture has left me in devastated pain when does it stop?
My current situation, in FBI custody in my own home, they have targeted my whole family, none of us can work, deny us medical treatment, force us to drink ground water, bc we can't afford clean water, they say they targeted my family bc I won't cooperate, they have sex trafficked me in two states, attempted murder, animal cruelty, aggravated assault, assisted suicide, plus the usually remote torture, I have reached out to every known organization, but they remotely control my phone, like they remotely control me
I believe you.
I believe you because they did the same too me
My gang stalking started in the state of Arizona. I worked with Nazi Katrin Mingo at Lifewell Behavorial Health and Wellness. She and her accomplice had me put on a terrorist watchlist. Lacreshia Witcher is the CEO of better homes Behavorial and Wellness in Phoenix Arizona her sister Lakeshia Witcher at LA Frontera Empact all three of these businesses are in the state of Arizona and Mental Health Field. I have been mobbed at Pleasant Hill seniors home in Bryant Arkansas and The Manor in Bryant Arkansas. I was wrongfully evicted out of my apartment in Bryant Arkansas for exercising my first amendment rights. My daughter is Autistic, and she has experienced a lost in services which he is entitled to. My name has been slandered throughout each community the gang stalkers have me move to.
Hang in there and get yourself in a support group, I have been going through this for 20 yrs, turn to Jesus and keep your eyes on him, he's got this, no weapon formed against you will prosper. keep looking up God knows what your going through. I think us chosen people of God are being targeted because we are believers
Jesus Christ. I can relate.
Devil is real. He looks like you and me.
Exposure to all people in all communities is what's needed. Always another to fill individual slots. No definite correlation that they left due to your letter. Applaud your efforts and informative site - but all those who can need to reach out to their local govt and other meetings. Most people do no know. Protest your local media - get this in major media. That's the exposure this Nuremberg II needs. I have a lot of links at my nonpartisan/nonprofit site ourconstitution.info one can refer to also for references.
What about an investigative group ? Has anyone sued and won regarding targeting from a private detective ?
Please go to Change.org and sign the petition GoGi Justice wrote Stop Experimenting on humans or Targeted Individual's. Last I checked petition only needed 25 signatures.
Nashville Electric service, the FBI and Free and accepted Masons gangstalk me and use the electric grid to harass and torture me
Justo Hernandez 111. Houston TX. These people taken my unemployment benefits over 42 weeks, rent relief money I got for my mother 5,000, and 300 hundred dollars that TurboTax got to speed up my income. They thanked me for there portion unfortunately I never got my stimulus check or income tax 1,300. They have used as I successfully recorded them hologram police harassment and also others using Microsoft office and Xbox software holographic mix reality stacked houses to holoport and teleport real time taking my bank and pin number on my card and stealing my money. Richard Michelle Sternberge FBI contracted for child porn industry and organized gang stalking is responsible for this or can give more information. He also got me fired and got my x employer involved in this programI . ITS railroad services by hobby airport Houston TX. And much more hologram sex rape pornnagraphy industry
Hello there,
My name is Jesse Hammond. I live in Maine, I have deduced through many experiments that I was being attacked with some sort of technology. I obviously like a lot of others fell victim to believing that I was being attacked demonically. After having my thoughts mocked back to me persistently I started playing with words and realized it was without a doubt a subvocal speech recognition software or something to do with the firing of neurons in the brain. They would be right often but wrong way too much to be supernatural. What I thought was touching turns out to be stimulation of nerve endings. Severe pain from time to time that would come and go as if it were magically there. I started realizing that's not how pain works. Not the way it was happening to me. So I started researching. There's a lot of evidence that points to V2k experiments of some sort because the effects I'm having are identical to all of these other people, but by who or why is so hard to determine. I am without a doubt being attacked with voices spewing hateful messages. They mock my thoughts which is why I thought it was demonic at first, but I know that they do this so they can get you to defend your thoughts therefore verifying what they are reading on their screens helping them map out their software. I deal with tightening around the heart and heart palpitations which has caused me to go to the hospital. It didn't help I was being told I was being given a heart attack. Muscle cramps as punishment for not listening. These people demand my attention constantly. I have been hospitilized many times because of what they are doing to me. Theu also use a hologram technology or they make my eyes see things that arent there. Like full images and almost only in the dark. I see the shadows of people when i close my eyelids waving at me. Thats hard to deal with trying to sleep. I also see images in full color in my mi d that do not come from at all. I can kind of manipulate them but it's like so.eone else is fighting with me over it. All of it is so overwhelming all the time. I am intelligent and strong minded. I have no reason nor have I ever to be paranoid, but I am a veteran of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan and a recent college grad. I suffered through work and school while raising my children all while this was happening to me. I did it for them. Not without many screw-ups. I turned to substance use to deal with what was happening. It only made things worse.
In the Marines I worked in an electronic attack warfare squadron. Whether this plays a role or not I don't know but it's safe to assume so. I pulled a short straw maybe and didn't even know it. Or I checked the all the wrong boxes.
Wondering why is my attackers favorite game. It opens the door to every little thing that may be questionable in your life even if it's mundane to the average person it becomes a huge part of the destruction they try to force upon you. My suggestion to anyone else. Is stay as busy as you can, walk around with a podcast playing at any and all times. I work alone as a painter and allows me to research videos and podcasts daily which is how I got to this point now. Stay sober. Stay sober it gets really bad otherwise. Tell yourself that you will not let them win. Don't tell them anything. Don't play their game either. Just flat out ignore it. Nothing they say matters. They don't even care about what they are saying. They are bored. These people have to live with themselves. They are far worse than any one being attacked. Alot of the time it's just an AI triggered by your neurons firing. Don't argue with a computer. It's software designed to argue with you with people that steer it certain directions. There is definitely people but they use AI mostly. Check out lookoutfacharlie on YouTube. I learned alot there.
With all of this said I am lookin for help as well, i'm hoping to find better and more reliable information about what is happening to me, but more importantly people who can help and others that I can help. I need a community and have not been able to find any at all. I'm hoping to put an end to this. It has destroyed a huge part of my life. Alot of damage has been done. I've grown much stronger since it started but its a real struggle. Ive heard that there is a way to use similar technology to go after the people doing it. But i dont know. Any help at all would be appreciated. I'm willing to chat with anyone else going through this torture. Compare experiences and create community.
Jessehammondmusic@gmail.com
Thank you
Jesse H
Let's take them down